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[01 Dec 2004|08:37pm] |
haha wow i havent updated this in a long time really.
i finally decided i offically hate my tutor seriously shes making me read this gay book.. idk i guess its helping me so im not behind when i go to excplorations, how im not sure. and how im suspose to get through half a year of algebra 2 im not sure of. maybe ill just be one of those smart ones that gets like idk. lol i cant be haha. im so dumb at this stuff.
my moms pissing me off with this holiday shit, i like the holidays im just not into the whole christmas music stuff, just decorating and getting the presents and baking. thats all. idk its not me anymore i use to be into all that stuff. but that was 8 years ago right. ????
but im getting my puppy sat; and my monm? she wants me to keep its name blitzin and im not gooing to.
wow im out since i procrastinated enough
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[02 Oct 2004|12:00pm] |
my moms being a bitch right now shes threatening to send me to a state home and its gay..
but last night was the fucking best night of my life. i picked emily up to go to thomaston, and then i picked night up and we picked paul up tthen we hung out dpwntown. so yeah rickki n luke wanted to go get weed. so yeah they took 15 mins to get it so we left after waiting 10. then went back d.t got coke. did a line. then played basketball. and dropped chris off. then emily wanted to go home so we dropped her off. and went d.t and to coreys . picked him and paul up. went and smoked and dropped them off. and went d.t. so then we found weed paul and corey dropped in the car and smoked that. then made out. then i bought nick home and went to coreys house. and then made out with both of them and correy and me fucked. then i went home at like 2.
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[26 Sep 2004|08:54pm] |
well nothings happened really just lil fights with glenn here and there. it sucks though cuz he gets pissed over if i dotn answer my cell. i either never hear it or im busy. but o well. yeah corey wants me to hang out with him friday night. idk were suspose to smoke and shit idk corey wants to fuck but i dont wanna. then im suspose to hang out with both glenn and jeff this weekend also.
blah my dads giving me this lecture about my car. n its annoying the fuck outta me also...
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[24 Sep 2004|04:50pm] |
aggh ok
so i have salmanella instead of food poisoning. and i cant go anywhere tonight since im 100% better and dont feel like crap and im bored i probly have to stay home and be even more bored out of my mind. yeah jeff wants me to go to terryville to a party hes going to and yeah im suspose to hang out with glenn tomorrow and my parents now want me to go to the big e. sucks ass. so i dont even know if im going to the party tonight. and then i got in the hugest fight iwht glenn. like 10 mins ago. over that i dotn love him i ditch him all the time. i dotn have time for him and i dont even care about him . he got so pissed though. but now were better i guess? idk. jeffs pissed to. over alot of reasons. im not even gunna ask.
im gunna kill my self if i have to stay home tongiht im serious im like so bored out of my mind and my moms liek theres house work to do. n fuck that ill like go insane if i have to do that shit right now.
blah i also liek redid my myspace profile.
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[22 Sep 2004|12:12pm] |
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agh food poisoning fucking sucks ass
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[18 Sep 2004|07:49pm] |
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hhah yeah so last night-eventful
lol i told glenn i was going to the fair and i was spose to pick up justin but my parents sorta broke my car so i couldnt drive so my mom went to tville to bring me to the fair and pick up my sister. so yeah we spent like 20 mins looking for glenn then found him, and hung out with him then lisa called me so yeah glenn was in the middle of making fun of me so i hit him (by accident) lol i love u glenn haha. i didnt mean it. so then i saw lisa and she left us . then we were hanging out with glenn. and then lindsay came, then v, and v wanted to meet me then she wouldnt so then i saw lyss and hung out with her and lindsay and jamie came up to me and was like v wants to kill you. so i ignored that. then me n lyss found lisa and were hanging out with her. then i left my sister haha but me and lindsay had a plan but justin never was there so it didnt work . soo yeah then i saw nick d. jeff i hung out with for like 20 mins then i had to go. yeah lol this is quick ill finnish with shit later cuz i gotta go to a party. .
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[28 Aug 2004|06:17pm] |
agh glenns pissed at me for the 40th thousand time. heres a letter/email that i wrote to him;
ok im fucking sry for everything; i should have just talked to u and never said i was commenting on ppls things. and i should have never said w.e to when you were talking about 13. im so fucking sry about everything id take back everything, EVERYTHING. im not trying to break you up with veronica. i never even want to right now. your an amazing kid. and i love you for that. seriously glenn, i dont know what to do now. i love you and every thing and your one of the best ppl that i have or did have as a friend. i want to take back all the shit that ive said to you. everything that ive done. seriously everything when i was susposibly breaking you up with veronica. im sry i said that stuff. and i never even said that shit to jeff abotu you were going to break up with veronica. i never even was talking shit about you; even when i am mad at you i never talk shit aboout you i respect you enough to even think about talking shit abou tyou to anyone. your always there for me so why would i talk shit about you thats just wrong and something i wouldnt do. seriously think about all this i mean it im fucking sry for everything i wanna be friedns with you again. we can work out all the fights we have. i love you bye
so thurs was second day of school. yeah lol the only good classes are cullinary and english cuz we do nothing. and i saw brady. i went up to him and then punched him haha cuz yeah bradys brady and i can do that. blah i dont wanna tallk about that day.
so yesterday-school. i hung out with brady before school started. then emt class, chem and phys which i almost fell asleep in john did haha. and yeah mr birdsall doesnt even notice. then i went to my locker to empty out all my shit. talked to brady. then culinary arts. agh we watched this movie on how certain restaurants dont follow the health codes or something and it was really sick. then lunch i didnt even eat. then english and before that i saw kevin and he kept on pushing me so i pushed him up against the locker. and scozz is a bitch and goes you should be here by second bell and i was a min before the bell in the class. and i was walking with kevin trying to find brady and we both saw him and kevin pushed me right into him. so i punched kevin into the face after brady told me to. n i got a hug from brady. then i was talking to drew on the phone. god lol the night before he goes i REAllY want to see you and i got bigger if you know what i mean. so jeff thinks drew likes me. sooo then i called jeff. talked to him. thennnnnnn i talked to kevin on the internet and he goes you like brady? and i sorta do and he sorta does to. then kevin goes on his other sn so im like how many sns do you have then he goes alot and to make someone know i like them. and he goes guess who i like when i asked him who he liked then hes like you kind of. so workkkk-sucked i had to work until 930 and then Chris was making fun of me and so was joe so i was pissed at them. so then preston came in and then gave me weed. and was standing there holding me cuz he likes me. so then they left i gave preston a hug. and then matt wanted some and i gave him prestons number. and preston never showed up so matt gave me 10$ to give him part of my shit. andd yeah thats basically it
omg then kevin came in dif one from before and he hhasss the cutest mouse :D haha i was gunna steal it but i didnt
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[24 Aug 2004|02:07pm] |
blah updating cuz i havent in a long mofo time haha. yeah so im reading my sisters journal and it makes no sense atfuckingall. yeah so.
last day before summer. sucks.
i think im gunna call timmy to see what hes doing or suttin cuz im not sitting here all day. or i might idk. im suspose to go to the afs meeting about the spanish ppl that are coming on the 4th. but i dont feel like it but i have to. sucks ass. then i wanna go to stop and shop to get good food for tomorrow.
everything sucks. and im making paul go to the carnival on sat with me so im not bored off my ass there and have to hang out in the beer garden again like last friday cuz i couldnt find anyone at bridgewater fair to hang out with, not even court.
so haha story of friday. lol lmao i got soaked that night after the parade. i couldnt find anyone from litch fire dept. also so that sucked i couldnt even find my whole entire family from the warren fire dept also and i usually hang out with courtney all the time.so i walked arround with loraine trying to find ppl and her family. then chris calls my cell to see what im doing and im like nothing, so im like ok what are you. so he told me the bridgewater fair so im all excited so i go to one oif the entrences to find him cuz he goes ill call u when i get in. THEN it starts downpouring im like wtffff. so i try calling him back n he doesnt answer so 2 hours later i call him when it stops downpourinmg and i was soaked. so he answers and goes ohh i left. so i was sad. then i left, and went to shannons house and spent the night there.
ok end of story time.
love
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[09 Aug 2004|02:39pm] |
haha im so hyper yeah and im pissed
then justin is being a total bitch right now; he gets mad when i ask him if he wants to hang out as friends. and then we get into fights im like ok is this ex bf/gf fights now. and then he called me a slut last night after i called him a pussy. i just hate people right now.
alright i have to go do shit before i have to go to work. id just figure id update this thing.
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[03 Aug 2004|09:03pm] |
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ohh yeah first update in this in this journal happiness haha not i got bored of my old journal and the name was gay lol its to fucking hott out though lol its like uh 90 in CT. and amanda got pissed at me cuz she thought that justin called her a slut when really i did, im a nice sister. yeah so i had today off of work and my fucking bitch ass friend shows up at my house and stayed liek the whole day. then she gave me a whole talk on how i shouldnt smoke and drink and shit and im like wtf its my own body ill do w.e i want. soo yeah then i got pissed at that and she took all my fucking money. lol and rented thirteen. buti like that movie so its good. lol. that girls like me on it thought. and evys pretty. haha. lol
soo. yeah other journal im bored though im talking to my lovely ashley also.
and my myspace lol
add me on those.
im out
love you
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